Party ~ ~

Unexpected invite for a party @_@

I got an unexpected invite to a birthday party :D
I was thinking whether I should go or not.
I made my decision to go :D
It turn out to be not too bad even though not much of activities.
Mostly eating xD
BBQ babeh ~ xD
The food was nice ~! Like chicken, pork and stuff.
And now I am chatting with Ying Zhi.
Primary school friend :D
Very good friend, I am trying to get her to tell me her secret.
Hehe xD
Nothing much happened today.
Just that I feel unease because of the accident happened near my living place.
Someone died by car crashing.
Due to that incident, my parents don't let walk home anymore. @_@
This is gonna be troublesome. ><" Have to wait for car everyday.

Boring ~

Boredom kills !!

Now I know how boredom kill people.
I am so damn bored =_=
No one accompany me. Y-Y
I miss people but people don't miss me.
Sigh ~

Suddenly think back old time @_@

Miss my old friends and old time ~

Hmm ~ Suddenly think back about my primary school life @_@
Not much though since can't really remember much.
Kinda miss being a kid @_@
I mean a very innocent and young kid :D
History exam today.
Pretty bad @_@ Never study much about history ~ Hate it =_=

Add Math ~ Dead !

Add Math paper ~ Dead !

I just killed my Add Math paper.
So hard. Very very hard.
At least I did better than mid term, I guess that's the improvement :)

Lightning struck my computer ><"

OMG ! Lightning got my computer.

Stupid lightning got my computer.
My modem went down for like 4 days ! 4DAYS !!
Living without the internet is like doomsday ~!
At least now it is fixed.
Having my exams now. My BM and English died already.
Not enough time for the essays. Sigh ~
It suck.. I know RIGHT ! ><"
Add math and history is on the way. My R.I.P date.
Studying is kinda fun sometimes. It gets boring though ><"
Hope I can keep studying till my SPM over.

I think I got a bit more mature.

As the title said !
LoL, as the title said. Now I start studying.
This is because I am bored of the life I use to have.
Play play play play.
Now I start to study.
It's hard for me to chase back, 9 months of being idiotically stupid.
Not using any brain because no study at all.
Now have to finish up all the form 4 syllabus for the next 3 months.
><"
Really hard. What I can do? All my fault for not putting any effort for the past 9 months.

Be grateful for what you are having now.

Crazy night I never ever try before..

Yesterday night, a really really crazy night for me..
I slept at 11pm.. (Usually at 3 ~ 5 am)
Don't know why.. Just suddenly feel like sleeping..
I went to sleep as my instinct tell me to do so..
Right before I sleep.. I SMS to someone I miss a lot !
Hmmm, as I thought.. That person never reply me..
So then I was asleep waiting for the reply..
THEN ! Suddenly I wake up at 3 am and smiling..
Guess why?
I was dreaming about that person and all the nice memories..
Then I keep thinking about all the nice memories and sweet stuff..
I went back to sleep at around 3.30am..
THEN ! I woke up at 4.30am ><" and crying.. Guess why this time? I dream about how this person stop caring about me.. And I couldn't get back to sleep.. Now is like 7.40am and I decide to write something.. Just to get the feeling out of me..

~Forgetting someone you love is like remembering someone you never met~
This quote really hit me..
I think that's what happening to me..
I am trying to remembering someone I never met before..
How is that possible?
I miss you a lot !
That's all I will say about this..
I hope it end quickly..