Getting better in my life :D

I am getting better.. I mean I am happier nowadays.. But then.. Still a lot stuff to work on.. 1st is $$.. I am broke ==;;
Used too much >.<" Second is some of my subjects (study).. I totally lost interest on it.. Trying to get back the interest :P

Going to Malacca trip tomorrow :)
Hope I will enjoy it.. :D
Today.. Ivan is still the same again ==;;
Being a very very siao kia (crazy people)
Our school teacher's !!
They have damn a lot of PREJUDICE against our basketball club..
Seriously ! Won't they every get tired..?
Something happens.. then they will like 'Pasti orang Cina di Kelab Bola Keranjang yang buat !'
If I am someone from PIBG ! I am so gonna do something about this..
Btw, they hates Chinese too ==;;
Damn RACIST !!
This is the current of THE GREAT MALAYSIA who said all races/religions are the same..
This Kin Hoe.. Never apologize when he did wrong stuff.. My classmate.. Everyone is the same..
So damn BULL HEAD ! (Unreasonable)
Never mind about that.. Will just see what's the effect on having that attitude..

Something about me ~

I hate :
My School
My House
SOME of my friends
ALMOST all the teachers
ALL the idiots like people in form 2 (They like to pick up fights and then ask someone to protect them)
Study subjects.. Example : Chemistry, Account, and Moral
Being alone
Backstabber
Limelight freaks (I think I am one.. rofl :P)
Homework

I love :
(Secret) :P
My computer :D
MOST of my friends
SOME teacher
Eating
Sleeping
Hanging out with friends
Sports (Mostly basketball)

Trying to be better me.. ~

Trying hard to be better..
Maybe not studying.. In life :D
More discipline.. More efficient..
Just trying to work out all my stuff..
My phone.. Gone ==;;
Don't care about that.. I find 'something' better..
Not telling out :P
School is boring.. I am not trying to say anything bad.. Maybe it is just me..
This school ==;; Students are not bad..
Teacher.. We have to teach them back ! rofl !
Funny right?
I am concealing a lot of secrets..
For myself :P
No one is gonna make me divulge it ! :P
Our school just had a singing competition recently :P
My friend won !! Congratulation ! If you read my earlier posts..
You should have know who is him.. He is Wei Wern !!
He won third for solo ! Second for duet !
Big hand of applaud !!
:P
I think I might enter next year :P
If I have the guts :P
Hope I can change myself.. Studying IS important !
Being a better me IS THE MOST important !

Getting worse @_@

My family matter.. I mean my parent are getting worse.. Everyday quarrel !
EVERY SINGLE DAY !! Last two days.. Yesterday.. Even now ! Means today they are quarreling..
What is wrong with them..? Is it because of money or what?
Seriously hate it when they quarrel.. Not to say I am scared or what..
Just make me feel very uncomfortable..
Won't be scared for sure because I am used to it..

*New words to remember*
Deceased = Corpse
Divulge = Reveal Information
Detrimental = Harming
Perceive = Recognize
Distinguish = To differentiate

Damn !

When or what situation only will make my family learn..?
This family seriously make me fed up ! My sis ady complain a lot of stuff..
Still.. They drink outside.. They gave a lot of pretext ==;;
Business must have social de..
Social untill drunk? What kind of business is that? Drink to win?
Making your health bad to win? ==;;
Come on ! This kind of excuses can me use when I am 3 or 4..
I am now FORM 4 !! 16 !!
I seriously hope everything will be better >.>"
I am really glad that I have both my sister..
My brother.. Borrowed money from me.. ==;; He is working.. I am studying.. And sweet talk..
He said he sell his phone RM 150 to me.. I gave him RM 110 now..
And now? The phone? DREAM ON !!
Maybe I am too naive ==;; To believe that..
Ass ! I need to work harder !
My dream is to be a successful person.. I duwan to let people to look down at me..
Not because of my family.. But for me and my sister who worked so hard !

Yay ! Getting a new phone :P

YES ! Getting a new phone ! Finally something cheer me up ! :P
Hope this won't go wrong.. :D

I hate my house..

I heard people said before.. Home sweet home..?
That is sooooooooooooooooooooooo not true !
Ass home I have..
I worked really hard for to be a better me..
What I think is.. Study is not everything I have..
I am now learning to be more responsible and work harder..
I done a lot of stuff in school..
And a helped a lot teacher to host a lot of stuff..
And it make me a better person in working..
When I go home.. My parent don't even know what I did..
And they keep scolding and nagging..
I seriously can't endure it.. !! Can I get out of my house?!?
They said they want to find my teacher who asked me go to school everyday..
If they do that.. I can't think of how my reputation will be..
They are such an inconsiderate people.. Inhuman ==;;
Maybe a bit harsh.. But come on ! I like sports..
I do study.. My result wasn't that good in form 4 doesn't mean it is the end of the world right?
Seriously.. I need someone to tell them.. Stop being such inconsiderate person..
See what I did in school.. PLEASE !!
GOD DAMN IT !!

New hope :D

I had found a New Hope !! :D
I hope this will last forever.. Or just long enough..
*thumb down* for Hancock..
I thought it is a nice show.. They didn't elaborate the show detail..
Where they come from and stuff..
But I like the jokes and the effect.. :P
Nothing much happened in our school.. I just hope it will be better :D
In all the way :D

Thanks :D

Thanks Hui Jiun for teaching English :D
And being a hole-on-the-nose English freak with me :P
DESPISE !! Do not despise people even people is different from you :D
Haizz.. The basketball team in my school.. A bit useless ==;;
Play play play.. Where is the discipline that I need..
Now I know how my coach feel last time.. ==;;

Feeling better..

My friends actually treat me good.. Some ~
Ivan, Shaun and Yian Khye.. You guys are great ~ :D
Jun Git.. I hope you won't misunderstand about me.. Anyway ~ I hope we can be friend again.. Good friend..
Or maybe brother :D
Jun Git.. I regret losing you as a brother.. Can't help it :D
Just hope to be better.. Hehe :D
A lot to do now.. The Olympic competition is coming.. I try and not to do so much @_@
Anyway ~ Our school team.. Under 14.. Kinda hopeless ==;;
I will do whatever I can to be good at everything..
Just because of my future and you ~
:D
Hope everything will be getting better and better :D

Stress ~ !!!!

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Speechless.. I really don't get it.. Is everything bad will strike at you at the same time..?
My dad is nagging me.. RIGHT NOW !!
Study study study study !!
I am in charge of a basketball competition.. Not to say in charge.. Just a part of worker.. Since a lot of people are still 'LIKE' my boss.. They really are the 'BOSS'.. Don't have to work.. and teacher keep asking me this and that.. What the hell am I suppose to answer? The 'BOSS' are holding everything.. Even though that's what I did.. I can't memorize every single thing right? =.=''
Probably you guys will ask.. Just give up doing those thing.. I do all this thing is not because of 'THOSE BOSS'.. I am doing this for Pn.Te and all the junior.. I am happy because there is 10 teams(under-15) took part.. This means there are a lot of people are interested.. I am pushing myself to the limit.. I hope I can break this limit.. Not my soul.. I really hate it ! I know there will be problem if one of the team join in.. Which I thought they won't be in.. Now they are here.. Tomorrow is the match.. We will see what's the problem.. Either fight or complain.. I really hate them ! They never consider other people.. I love 4A class.. Ivan and Shaun.. Miss you guys.. You guys are my best pal.. Hope it can be forever.. Yian Khye.. New student in our school.. Not a bad friend.. Funny but a bit stu..... ROFL ~
I start to hate my family and my house.. My dad keep nagging.. Why so late come back? BLAH BLAH BLAH ! He don't even know how hard is school life.. He thinks study is easy because both of my sis is good at it.. I don't like to study some subjects.. Why must I get all GOOD result? I get A for both English test.. He never even say good job or something..? Just because I get bad results at certain subjects doesn't mean I don't put effort on studying.. This make me hate studying.. Must I be the best of everything? Do you guys know how hard that is? My parent ask me to be more hardworking.. I am not light up.. I have no motivation.. I want to go to Australia.. I am not sure why.. This couldn't be my motivation.. If I really can't break this limit.. I might as well give up..................
My friends changed a lot.. I feel that.. I shouldn't be in this class.. I should stay in A class.. I really regretted..