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Speechless.. I really don't get it.. Is everything bad will strike at you at the same time..?
My dad is nagging me.. RIGHT NOW !!
Study study study study !!
I am in charge of a basketball competition.. Not to say in charge.. Just a part of worker.. Since a lot of people are still 'LIKE' my boss.. They really are the 'BOSS'.. Don't have to work.. and teacher keep asking me this and that.. What the hell am I suppose to answer? The 'BOSS' are holding everything.. Even though that's what I did.. I can't memorize every single thing right? =.=''
Probably you guys will ask.. Just give up doing those thing.. I do all this thing is not because of 'THOSE BOSS'.. I am doing this for Pn.Te and all the junior.. I am happy because there is 10 teams(under-15) took part.. This means there are a lot of people are interested.. I am pushing myself to the limit.. I hope I can break this limit.. Not my soul.. I really hate it ! I know there will be problem if one of the team join in.. Which I thought they won't be in.. Now they are here.. Tomorrow is the match.. We will see what's the problem.. Either fight or complain.. I really hate them ! They never consider other people.. I love 4A class.. Ivan and Shaun.. Miss you guys.. You guys are my best pal.. Hope it can be forever.. Yian Khye.. New student in our school.. Not a bad friend.. Funny but a bit stu..... ROFL ~
I start to hate my family and my house.. My dad keep nagging.. Why so late come back? BLAH BLAH BLAH ! He don't even know how hard is school life.. He thinks study is easy because both of my sis is good at it.. I don't like to study some subjects.. Why must I get all GOOD result? I get A for both English test.. He never even say good job or something..? Just because I get bad results at certain subjects doesn't mean I don't put effort on studying.. This make me hate studying.. Must I be the best of everything? Do you guys know how hard that is? My parent ask me to be more hardworking.. I am not light up.. I have no motivation.. I want to go to Australia.. I am not sure why.. This couldn't be my motivation.. If I really can't break this limit.. I might as well give up..................
My friends changed a lot.. I feel that.. I shouldn't be in this class.. I should stay in A class.. I really regretted..
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
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My dear bro... Please do not feel disheartened when all the bad things happened for i believe it happen for reasons. All the things that happened will make you a stronger person...
Remember this:
"I have always believed, and I still believe, that whatever good or bad fortune may come our way.. We can always give it meaning and transform it into something of value" ~Hermann Hesse~
I knew you want to come to Australia and as I told you, in order to come, you need to do well in your studies... No one can help you except yourself. Dont lose focus, 2 more years and it is worth the hard work!!!
Dont expect people to understand you or accept you as everyone is different. Do not let others affect you because you are living for yourself not for others... If you have a goal to come over, work for it for people will only lend their help to someone they think is worth to help... I hope you understand what i am trying to tell you here... One important thing, do not give up on urself!!!
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